i can't take it

this is really hard for me to watch. They've added some characters to lighten the mood up and they're great but its never too far from the main story. Every time things look ok, you get thrown back into the reality of it. I'm really getting too emotional from watching this. A prolonged and amplified 5 Centimeters per Second. It really does hurt my heart so much to watch one episode. I'm only on the third one. I have time for another but it's too much to handle right now. I don't remember ever having this much trouble watching something.